queen

YES=MY JAM

they can only do harm

and then there was that one time you completely blew my mind.
this song on the one and only two part mix you ever made me.
sure, you burnt me quite a few cds...
but always wanted a mixtape.
i cherish it more than you will ever know.

...start my new gig tomorrow. wish me good luck.
xo.

fading fast

summer rotation.

you're all i ever wanted in a girl

new life.

spirit in the sky

my summer jam.

i was just trying to help but i guess that i pushed too hard

this record carried me through year dos.
zero for him & for me too.
it was really perfect.

"and you've become
what you thought was dumb
a fraction of the sum..."

foxy

this is on my forever mix.
9 daze.
HOLLER.

when will you come home.

drained by long weekend of sun drenched brooklyn walks.
central park.
beers in dunkin donut cups.
curled up in grassy banks.
acting like i was 17 again.

i need you so

in another place, in another time, with you small mind

tonight

Flying Home

LOVE this band.
can you believe i actually was lucky enough to have some boy make me a mixtape with this cut on it?
highschool lovers only happen once a lifetime.
all you 18 and unders- enjoy it.
life gets thick.
16.

into the wild

<3

I go to sleep

this cut takes me to darker times. the kinks are one of my favorites forever.
thanks evan.

have fun

21 one daze.

you & endless summer

when you are down you are always down

am i really done? it was about 3 months straight of working every day. no weekends. no sleep ins. and then those late nights, those all nighters when maya joined me at 7 am or so. those were good days. but i made it.
am i stronger for it...probably not. did i make a shit ton of money...who are you kidding. did i have fun... most of the time. its work..you know.
but here i am! and i am closing this show, packing up and hitting the road.
IN
24 days.
one more time...
because
i
am
happy.
24.
days.
more.

but i'm gunna feel this way till i'm six feet underground

opening one show today and feeling pretty good about it. can't say it was an easy undertaking. (it was my very first musical!!)
i was never much of a musical kind of gal finding that people who are in to that kind of thing have a tendency to be pretty lame-0. but there is something really rejuvenating about designing a musical. you can take chances -and things can be over the top and theatrical. taking chances like the very first time you ever laid a pencil to a sketch pad...like your very first costume design. oh goodness, was i green and spirited.
as i am rapidly ending my time here on the east coast, i've been very reflective.
after this show, i enter another tech for what will be my very last east coast show for a while. its bittersweet. i know i will return to nyc often, but never to live here. never to explore it with the same reckless energy i once did. will i miss this place?
 am i doomed to feel lost in the shuffle of new/old surroundings? does new york lend itself to dream and work bigger and harder than i ever had before? (if i can make it there, i'll make it anywhere...) will the absence of my theatre friends effect the quality or energy of work that i do from now on?
i'm excited to move. but maybe just excited by the prospect of change. does this new feeling fade by winter....?
at any rate, i have too much to think about and accomplish to obsess over what could be - first, i have to sit back and appreciate the effort of my hard work-opening! opening night glows and buzz for a job well done. then i have to immediately jump into the next show-still so much to do before our first tech. i'll only plan this far ahead. i'll try to be more consistent as i pack and purge. admittedly, i've acquired quite a bit out here despite living in the smallest apartment i have ever had the pleasure of renting. i will make better attempts to song blog. believe it or not, i just don't pick a song because its rad or that i'm listening to it..they very often describe for me what i am feeling.

36 days
tossing & turning

you can have it all

we can slip away
wouldn't that be better...
4 days till tech for show #1.
12 days till tech for show #2.
44 days till i go to the moon.

modern love

getting there.
7 weeks.

sunday morning

i'm takin the little lady to easter sunday church.
52...

i miss you

reuniting.
1 & 3/4 months
just under 8 weeks.
55 days.
getting there.

dreamy days

2.5 months- that doesn't sound so bad..
74 days- well that sounds like an eternity.

glad to know you

happy birthday.

bad connection.

Caution: to prevent electric shock do not remove cover 
No user-serviceable parts inside Refer servicing to qualified 
service personnel
Let this be the epitaph for my heart 
Cupid put too much poison in the dart 
This is the epitaph for my heart because it's gone, gone gone 
and life goes on and on and dn and death goes on, world without end 
and you're not my friend 
Who will mourn the passing of my heart? 
Will its little droppings climb the pop chart 
Who'll take its ashes and singing, fling them from the top of the Brill Building 
And life goes on, 
and dawn, and dawn and death goes on
 world without end and 
you're 
not my friend...

i wanna live like common people

living and taking each day as it comes.
i've been particularly crafty lately..
making all sorts of crap.
i'm pretty ahead with my workload on the job front,
though i know its going to bite
me in the ass come april...
thats okay, i'm ready for the challenge.

maya will be 9 months on my birthday.
wowza. time is flying by.

and we are looking for a new pad.
yeahhhh

bad teeths central



or/2 for the price of 1
courtesy of this nutjob

Forget It

spring is in the air. i'm alive again..shedding a thick and harsh winter skin.

new beginnings and i am able to check things off my list again.

i may actually be getting the hang of things...

perhaps closer to doing the right thing for maya and i.

i geek out on this cut.

& THIS one too.



love. dev.&.this.band.

fuck you and your cat

what year is it? working and feeling a bit nostalgic.



been craving familiar things...what am i longing for...?
even better...i lost the marker i need and wasted the past 40 minutes trying to find it...
still no luck.
:>(

destiny

gone for good

oh, how I need a hand in mine to feel.

rest in peace bk.