my only hope

5:02 on a saturday morning and i'm wide awake
i've been thinking a lot about the way life works
looking for signs all around me
i'm trying to be better for you
and let go of the past
its harder than you think
i know i'm going through something major
that really only i know.
even if i write you a book
i don't think i could ever make you realize what i mean...
i know i have to move forward
and i'm trying to distract myself so i can stop remembering what hurts.
rest assured my dear, i feel i can let go of these fears one day.
but i can't help but think maybe you don't realize quite what you've done to me.
why can't you do right by me & make your promises mean something?


Satellites mediate for us the day's events
Through fiber optics
I hope we can change the saying
I wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope
I wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope

Clear as a bell are the short breaths
That you take when you're distracted
Same as the way that you roll your eyes
When I ask too many stupid questions

My faith in zeros and ones to host our romance
Rests on hope you gave that
I've some claim to your heart
I wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope
I wouldn't mind, but you are my only hope

Clear as a bell are the short breaths
That you take when you're distracted
Same as the way that you roll your eyes
When I ask too many stupid questions

I will call you in three weeks
Maybe then you'll have some more to say