Cause it hurts when you discover one's worse and one's better

because i have nothing else to think about.
i often imagine how different my life would be if i had chosen the opposite offer.
you ever think about how different your life might have been?
like if you had done just
ONE
SINGLE
THING
different?
you can't really blame me-i'm a pisces and we daydream half of our day away.
perhaps coffee will perk up my wish-washy mind...too much school stimulation makes me wander further into these alternate endings.
am i making sense?